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inner universe.
  i. I found a phone on the pavement where we first met and it was dialing 689269033986
   ii. the night I left the stars beckoned but I declined because a state line hurts less than the speed of light
   iii. I rode a blue train through the city and tried to pretend that it was home and that you were there

beside me
   iv. the bleach stared back and I threw it far away not because it hurt me but because drinkin inner universe.
by ~sleepingTragedy

taiman.

it was early in the morning and it was cold. I thought I heard the pattering of rain on the roof, but it could have been the cat running on the tiles, I wasn't sure; I wasn't sure of anything anymore.
charlotte hovered a few inches off the ground by the window, a menthol to her down-turned lips. she'd been staring pensively through the cracks of the venetians for twenty minutes. she was on her fourth cigarette.
I opened my mouth to say something for the umpteenth time, and again closed it without saying a word. I wondered if she was pissed about what I'd said earlier in the morning, even though s taiman.
by ~sleepingTragedy

the lion and the lamb.

I don't know why, I don't know why I fight for you this way.
maybe he was just born that way. “why do you keep breaking his heart?”
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you remind me of someone, you remind me of someone else.
maybe she lost her tongue in a fight. “don't you care about me like they do?”
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“I thought about my ghosts, and I realized that every time I gave in, they grew larger, and darker,
until they  were constant shadows.”
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“I used to wonder why the war was & the lion and the lamb.
by ~sleepingTragedy

one more life.

the grief didn't set in for months. or maybe the sudden isolation was my own way of coping. I couldn't accept that I would never see your face again. I wouldn't accept that I'd never hold you in my arms again. I shouldn't have accepted that offer. I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have.
I shouldn't have.

when the tears did come, they came and came, a steady flow of depression, of sorrow, of confusion. I prayed. I pleaded. I fell down on my knees and screamed at god for a second chance. I screamed and screamed, but the only thing he gave me was speechlessness. when I couldn't speak, I cried, I cried a one more life.
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feel the hearts.

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 4:11 PM

_{i haven't been uploading anything new for most of this year, mostly due to a huge, immovable, unstoppable, PRETENTIOUS writer's block and little access to the internet for over six months.

i've been occupying my time writing novels in my head, where i know they will be safe from plagiarism and criticism.

on another note, i have just finished reading markus zusak's the messenger, which i have inadvertedly fallen in love with. his previous novel the book thief was my first of markus' novels, and now i'm keen to read his other book when dogs cry. this man is a god with his words. they pick themselves up off the page and sit on my shoulders and whisper in my ears, and for hours i can sit and get utterly lost in these worlds.

as a bonus, he lives in sydney and the messenger is based in sydney. i plan to visit all the places in this novel in the near future, as the icing on the proverbial cake of finality.

i laughed uncontrollably, i let myself cry, and i let my mouth and my heart smile at the incredibly strong message that zusak sent me: be the message. i won't go into it in case it spoils the novel for someone, but please - read it. you will love it.

* alice}

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*TreMenda Nov 20, 2009, 5:36:03 PM

❤❤❤ Thanks for the

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~ourneverland Nov 11, 2009, 7:50:36 AM

Thanks a lot for adds to collection dear!

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~OctoPax Nov 4, 2009, 2:38:05 AM

Thank you for the add. Its coming late but it finally happens..

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~krystalis01 Oct 27, 2009, 9:42:34 PM

ty so much for ur support ....

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Always chasing happiness, we forget about how it really feel...But u can easily see it in puppy`s eyes, sense it in babies smile or inhale it from the breathe of the beloved.

~sleepingTragedy Oct 29, 2009, 2:06:49 AM

_{you're so welcome!}

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_{{ when you kill me, please do it slowly.}

~krystalis01 Oct 29, 2009, 12:06:52 PM

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Take a look to my

Always chasing happiness, we forget about how it really feel...But u can easily see it in puppy`s eyes, sense it in babies smile or inhale it from the breathe of the beloved.